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A tear falls to the paper.
Another tear to tally to the never ending list smearing the ink.
The pain you inflict on me with the memory of your smile.
The anger with in me of you disappearing.
I didn't know what it meant then.
You willingly leaving me.
But I've grown,
I've learned the agony of the world.
The thought of you brings my world crashing down around me.
And the ink stained paper burns.
The tallys erased from my mind.
Your smiles are now in the waste basket.
I'll never cry for you to come back again.

That's what I tell myself every time.
The main reason of my poetry, my brother. I'm just having a weak spot. I'll never fully understand why he could just leave this world with out thinking about me. It makes me angry....
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girr21 May 31, 2013  Hobbyist
I felt a numbing cold when I read this... I hope you feel better soon... I know what it's like to lose people – a lot of people. I also know what it feels like to want to die. I mean just a year ago I would lay on my bed for hours staring at the ceiling trying and think of ways to kill myself and make it look like an accident. I didn't want to hurt anyone but I couldn't stand feeling so hallow and cold. It's painful to remember all those times... I may not know what he was thinking but sometimes it really is too painful to think about the people that you'll hurt. I'm sure he didn't want to hurt you with what he did.
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:iconrainacornasusgirl:
*huggles* thank you for the comment. everything you said is very true. and i hope you arent still feeling so horrible, that would make me sad that you are feeling sad. I know he wasn't thinking, but I still get sad that he was so careless
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girr21 Jun 18, 2013  Hobbyist
I'm fine... and you do have the right to get mad it's only natural in a situation like that
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:iconrainacornasusgirl:
Yeah, thank you for understanding
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girr21 Jun 29, 2013  Hobbyist
^^
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cebinc May 30, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
It's a great job of your feelings!
I'm sorry for your loss, we will never understand the why. :hug:
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:iconrainacornasusgirl:
Thank you!!!!
yes, miss him much.
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KitsuneError May 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I felt the same when somebody close to me did the same to me :( buuuuuut anyways, I felt the feeling again when reading this, reached my heart, and it was absolutely beautiful. Even if it was like more than 10 lines, still beautiful
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:iconrainacornasusgirl:
thank you much. This goes deep into my heart
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KitsuneError May 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, no problem :) Glad to hear that
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